White skinned women, who parade about in their workout gear all day
But never seem to break a sweat
Like to cross the road when they see us coming.
For the record, I want to be intimidating to women too posh
to know the difference between Mexican and Puerto Rican
Too segregated in their white picket neighborhoods to recognize
They live in a different world than me.
I would like them to second guess themselves when they see me coming.
I mumble prayers under my breath they won’t try to touch my hair
Drunk sorority girls won’t ask me where to find black dick.
Bitch don’t you see me walking here, living without you.
Let me continue in peace.
But nobody should treat my little round rescue like she escaped death row.
My pitbull has never tried to intimidate a person in her life
And yet she is so much more adept at it than me.
And it shouldn’t bother me. Not as much as it does
That these women I don’t want to come near us
Pretend they don’t see us on the street. Or worse.
When one day I let my womb swell up and give birth to babies as brown as this earth
I better not see one white woman consider crossing the street away from us.
I hope for their sake, they never think they can avoid dealing with our existence
It would be a terrible mistake.
I can’t imagine ever finding the words to teach my children
How to step out of white women’s way
To hold their heads low like they’ve nothing but shame
So no stray person walking thinks they are plotting some evil.
I want my children to grow as children.
To play in their neighborhood without fear of the weapons carried by scared white men
Why are people so afraid
Based on what they’ve seen on tv shows written by them, for them, starring them, featuring us:
robbing, killing, stealing, beating raping
White skinned women, who think the playing field is even
Even as they pretend their movements in fear of us are unconscious.
You are the evil my children will fear all their lives.
The embarrassment of being feared for nothing
Of being cast dangerous for nothing.
Of your husbands returning to threaten them for NOTHING.
So if you see my baby and me walking and think of crossing the street
Don’t worry we can together help you work up a sweat,
bitch you better start running.